Cobwebs
There are cobwebs
In my head
The spiders long laid to rest
Barren the attic of my mind
Cannot find
Anything that you left
Run my hands through my hair
Dreamcatchers snare my nightmares
I’ve weaved through despair
Lines where
I’m alive despite the lack of care
Lungs search for air
There is nothing that resides here
I’m doing nothing but housing sorrow, dread and death
Tears that have dried out and stained my face
They would remain if it wasn’t for the rain
That at times took their place
There’s atrophy in my chest
Where my heart used to be
It’s decomposed and decayed away
Completely gone except the stench
Void
Locked my joy in the cellar
Along with my smiles, cheers and grins
The noise
Just a melancholy a capella
Humming deep from within
A solemn soundtrack
Playing over and over again in my head
And now that
Now that you left
I only have these cobwebs
These cobwebs and this damned atrophy in my chest





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